Private to HijirikaibacorpceoApril 28 2005, 04:57:00 UTC
I'll be honest.
You confuse me. I don't know what you want from me. I offered my friendship, but I got the impression you wanted to be lovers or nothing, and we just. can't. be. lovers.
Private to KaibafirstviolinApril 28 2005, 05:09:16 UTC
That isn't what I want. I... didn't know what I wanted for a while. I'm sorry, but I don't see you that way any more. I moved on. That's what people do. So I thought it might be okay.
But if that's how you will always see me... as a pathetic person who wants what they can't have and refuses to accept it, then I don't want anything from you.
Private to KaibafirstviolinApril 28 2005, 05:33:13 UTC
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Let's just say we're not crossing that friends line. I've moved on, I started seeing someone, and I'm not going to screw it up. I don't mess around behind anyone's back.
Melodramatic? You're telling me I'm being melodramatic? Isn't that just a little ironic?
Christ on a cracker, I can't even want to be just friends with someone without it turning into a big thing. Honestly, that's all I want. I'm not in the mood to cross lines or feel that way again.
If you think it's going to head that way, I'd rather not be friends. I've had enough drama to last me a lifetime. I don't need any more.
Honestly? I need to make amends with some people for some things before it's all over. If I could tell you, then you would understand. But I can't. I wouldn't even know where to start.
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You confuse me. I don't know what you want from me. I offered my friendship, but I got the impression you wanted to be lovers or nothing, and we just. can't. be. lovers.
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But if that's how you will always see me... as a pathetic person who wants what they can't have and refuses to accept it, then I don't want anything from you.
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Oh, stop it. You don't need to be so melodramatic. I don't think you're pathetic. I just don't fully understand what you want and expect from me.
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Let's just say we're not crossing that friends line. I've moved on, I started seeing someone, and I'm not going to screw it up. I don't mess around behind anyone's back.
Melodramatic? You're telling me I'm being melodramatic? Isn't that just a little ironic?
Christ on a cracker, I can't even want to be just friends with someone without it turning into a big thing. Honestly, that's all I want. I'm not in the mood to cross lines or feel that way again.
If you think it's going to head that way, I'd rather not be friends. I've had enough drama to last me a lifetime. I don't need any more.
Honestly? I need to make amends with some people for some things before it's all over. If I could tell you, then you would understand. But I can't. I wouldn't even know where to start.
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