woo! my uncle jim is engaged and so is my grandma! (not to each other) but yeah. i think thats really awesome.

so, wind symphony lock-in...best night ever! or maybe tied with the all-nighter at maggie's. but yeah. the clinic was good, human chess was good but not as good as expected, crazy animal sign game was amazing, gina and i dominating halo was cool, and overall just hanging out with my best friends and a few other people who i became better friends ( Read more... )

is having conflicting views on certain things considered hypocritical? not like something that is just, i don't even know what it would be, but like it comes out as this makes sense and its what i want but it also something that doesn't make sense to you or according to "who you are" it isn't you-like. not as in a way that you wouldn't want one or ( Read more... )

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next to before i guess i feel better about certain things. i didn't sleep last night and it doesn't seem that i will be tonight either...not good. so yeah. hopefully things will get better and maybe next weekend will be good...? : \

great. this weekend is supposed to be awesome. like the whole week went slower because somewhere in my mind i allowed myself to think that this weekend was going to be so much better than past ones but that just takes us back to don't have high expectations because when they fall through it crushes you. i don't even understand how this could have ( Read more... )

*when you try your best but you don't succeed ( Read more... )

: \ meh.

so i saw one of my better childhood friends today and she was probably the closest thing i had to a true friend back then. we haven't been in really good touch and its always been like that but usually when we did see each other even now (or so i thought) we had a really good fun connection. today when i smiled at her in the hall i was so happy to ( Read more... )