so i just took a test in computer applications............IT SUCKED!!! oh well. i have nothing to say cuz i have to go take a gigantic shit! just kidding. see ya. call me people! i work tonight til 9. bye. lov eyou

hahaha. my mood icon is horny! haha

Today is okay. I hung out with Stephen and Randy last night. He, Randy, is an okay guy. he doesn't talk much so its hard to get to know him, but from what i have said, and been replied back to, hes cool i guess. i am just having a hard time with the whole living situation thing. i know that it shouldn't bother me, but it does. there is no ( Read more... )

I just got to school, and am erally high. wow. i have neen high since tten last night. i went to Rays, and we had a mini social gathering. it was gtreat. holy shit.i hot ome and fpaased out. wow. then i woke up sitll baked. wow. then the fide to schol. got friend again. omg. i dn't konw how i am gonna do class. peoples, i love you. its too bad ou ( Read more... )

So the past couple of days have been okay. school is going well, things are looking up. somewhat. so, i am a jeaous freak! i cannot help it. he, him, R, is living with someone very dear to me. its okay though. i am glad that he has a home now. as much as i portray that i hate this person, i have not given him a chance, and thats not fair of me. i ( Read more... )

I am so worked up tonight, its not even funny, hell i've been worked up all damn day! I truly and honestly hate life. every waking fucking moment of it! Why do they really think they can control my every fucking move and who my friends are! not only that, but they make it hard for me to get out what i really want, the base of all my stress and ( Read more... )

I FUCKING HATE MY PARENTS! TRYING TO RUN MY LIFE TELLING ME WHO I CAN AND CANNOT HANG OUT WITH AND TALK TO! I FUCKING HATE THEM LIKE NOBODY KNOWS! I CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE THE FUCK OUT! Little do they know i am only gonna go part time next semester and move the fuck out and work full time! fuck them. i hate them. they can suck my fucking dick!

Today is awesome, its beautiful out, yet unbearbably chilly! why can't the day match my mood. i am still very depressed! I miss Mike a lot, and i miss Stephen! this still stresses me even though you think its no biggie, oh well, but anyway. i am suppose to be in class. so i am gonna go there. have a good one guys! love you! write more later.

All i have wanted to do ALL DAY is cry! last night, i hung out with you, and what did it accomplish? us not being able to hang out anymore! what the fuck. this shit is so fucking DUMB!!! why does she have to react like this? i mean, i know shes your mom, and shes protective, and thats how moms are. i know shes jus doing it because she loves you, ( Read more... )

So stephen and i went on a no smoking thing for a month the other night. wow...hahaha. we started a countdown, and it didn't work. so were gonna start over again, but i still have that pack of cigs i need to get rid of. its too tempting to have a pack and not smoke it! you know....if we hadn't gotten high, we would still be smoke free...so, let the ( Read more... )

Tonight and today was a great day! i actually went to public speaking class! horray for me!!! and then hung out with the peep. notice its not plural, and a couple of others, mandi, and vagena! theyre fun, but mandi wants me, and i feel horrible the way i responded to it all. i didn't say a thing. the worst thing ever. she feels shitty, but theres ( Read more... )