well. apparently i need to learn how to read! his class was cancelled yesterday, so i guess my trip here wasn't for nothing! horray! even tho i had my heart set on going back to bed! dammit. oh well. maybe ill skip out early! yeah! that sounds good. get some sleep before work, but....i still have to finish up on my speech thats due tomorrow! not ( Read more... )

well, i just drove forty five minutes here to Auburn, and guess what??? class was CANCELLED! grrr. thats the biggest waste of gas! oh well. im going home and back to bed! that sounds like a plan! then work at one til closing! wonderful! wow, anyway. yeah that bad thing! can't wait. I LOVE YOU GUYS! Ace...i hope youre doing alright, everyday you ( Read more... )

I am so tired! oh well, its all gravy! i love today, things are starting to work themselves out financially and educationally! my work is getting done, and i am realizing what i need to do to do better. and not only this, but i came up with a way to pay all my damb bills that i don't have the money for! i love it! i hope my sick buddy is feeling ok ( Read more... )

ON THAT PB&j, HOLD THE MAYO ( Read more... )

School is good, i feel really accomplished today. During history, i wrote my paper that was do for english today at eleven. i got it done! horray! then i just got done typing it. it ended up being like 5 pages! ahh. holy shit. its great though. hopefully i get a good grade! I am really excited anyway, its been a great day. i hung out with Stephen ( Read more... )

I saw him tonight, i felt sad, i knew he still hurt from my journal entry, and it hurt me because i know i am the cuase of his pain. i don't want this anymore, why couldn't i have just kept my mouth shut? this is in the past now, i cannot change it. i just want you to know how sorry i am for making you feel shitty. but i am glad that you called and ( Read more... )

Stephen, call me when you get outta school. ill be at work. call me from wherever. please. i feel like shit. i don't want you to feel that way or cut me off, i cant lose my best friend.

So now i feel like a really giant shit! why did i even have to open my mouth, it was never a big deal! why do i always do this to myself? i puch people away, now "he" wants to cut himself off from us, i dont' want that, i never meant for any of this. just please forget i said anything, i accept it, all i wanted to know was exactly what you said, ( Read more... )

I know I've been mistaken ( Read more... )

Mustard if fucking gross! why am i talking about mustard? its the first thing that came to mind. but anyway, more important topics here now. i am still really happy, but have something on my mind that is a bit disturbing! Lets just start with this, something was brought to my attention this morning that i had noticed myself some time ago, but i ( Read more... )