Wow. i am in such a good mood! i have a whole new outook on school and homework and suck things! i wonder how long this is gonna last? hopefully the rest of the year! i can't stop smiling this morning! Holy shit, Saturday night was sooo much fun! i had the hardest time standing up! i love it. I love you guys, my drinkin partnas! and Dannyel! ( Read more... )

so i am at Stephens house. horray for me. i started feeling really good after i left school. mystery person really helped me out! theres just something about talking to a complete stranger that helps me. its so easy i guess. but i am happy now. i hav decided to change my ways, like doing homework before anything else now. its gonna be tough, but ( Read more... )

once again, i am skipping my speech class because i don't have things done,but its more than that. i just don't want to be here. what the fuck am i doing to myself? why am i doing this to myself? im having a really hard time not to cry right now and that bothers me. i hate crying! the tears are welling up in my eyes getting ready to drip down! my ( Read more... )

i am here really early! so, ive decided to quite smoking! horray for me! i am done! whatever cigs i have left are being given to Ray at work or whoever wants them really. so i am at school. on a saturday. at seven o'clock. yuck! oh well. last night was interesting, thats all i have to say about that, and this morning is cold! thats all i have to ( Read more... )

i am the biggest sorry excuse of a copout ever! since i am so behind, i decided to make myself a little more behind in hopes of getting a little ahead! i wasted gas, and now i feel like shit! i am on my way out the door in a minute to go home and work my ass off on homework, then take a break when i get a phone call to go do somthing for a little ( Read more... )

i feel wonderful, yet, blah, im not quite sure why either. Im thinking it may have something to do with me being so damn far behind right now in all my school work! i hate this. i hate feeling like this. why? i can't really ask that question. i do it to myself. i put things first that shouldn't be. i need to priortize. yes. thats what i need to do ( Read more... )

Two exams, one finished, the other partially done! horray for me! unfortuantely for me. i have to finish it here at home! WTF?! oh well. tits all good. I met someone tonight who greatly impacted me, someone who is a lot like me yet so different and so mysterious that i want to know more. we talked for a long time and decided at the end of the ( Read more... )

I just took my midterm exam in U.S. History! it wasn't too bad. but could have been better, i think someone came to hell with a fire extinguisher! IT WAS GREAT! any tits, must go now. am bored and must do somthing real quick before someone next to me has a fucking hernia! hmmm. yup. ok.

Here i sit at this lousy fucking computer in some lousty little computer/lounge cove thingy at CMCC. I am taking a midterm in less than an hour! shoot me! i haven't studied one fucking bit, and never read any of the chapters. hmmm. whats the statement im looking for? any help anyone? oh yeah. i got it....im fucked!! oh well. then i have a another ( Read more... )

Things are looking up in my world. my eyes opening to new things, and new concepts, ideas that blind people when they are behind a whitewall of their own sadness and misery. i feel that i am happier. Although having two midterms tomorrow tends to bring people down, especially when they have not studied. haha thats me. CMCC isn't as easy as people ( Read more... )