do you ever feel as though your walking around with an empty head? just a body going though the motions useless and numb to the world?

I love cocoa pebbles...im sitting at my kitchen table cause thats the only place I get internet in this apartment. school is great as usual. the first couple of days I will admit I was a bit homesick, but now I am getting to the point where it is a home. My school is slowly sliding downhill. all the good teachers and now dean ryan have left... ( Read more... )

Things are looking up! I am single...but I am talking to people. Joe mainly. Never thought I would actually fall for him but its happening! A friend ::cough cough:: finally told me that he had feelings for me a while back which i essentially knew but it was really nice getting some of the blanks filled in. I liked him for the longest time but he ( Read more... )

I am overly frustrated with myself. I need to break up with Chris, lose weight, and get a job. AMEN also why do all my friends live so damn far away...i just want someone to hang with. is that so much to ask!!!

I AM going to break up with Chris, my sis wants to hook me up with someone from her church, and the one person I really like is not even available. I think this is what people talk about when they say learn from your mistakes. If I like someone and even remotely think they might like me I am going to say something about it, not let it fester and ( Read more... )

its been wayyy to long since I got my hair cut, it was down to my butt!! So today I got a bunch lopped off and some bangs too, whoo! that was the ONLY thing that went right today. Grandma was being a total bitch and I wanted to kick her in the head and my mom only made it worse. I don't understand. I used to be able to stand the annoying-ness of ( Read more... )

I love going down to the point because it always finally feels as though I am home. compared to it everywhere else feels foreign. today Mel and I played with electricity...dangerous I know! We finally put in a new ceiling fan so the old one won't kill us, put in a new light in the kitchen, put hung some pics, scrapbooked. lol now we just have ( Read more... )

Went to the bar with the girls last night it was very sex in the city except we drink beers..not cosmos yuck! later we went to Dom's party, I didnt stay long though I wanted to hang out with chris. Today was my last day of finals, THANK GOD! Mom and Dad are picking me up in the morning then we are going to lunch and HOME!!! I cant believe my ( Read more... )

Why are things so messed up these days. I met a 17 year old girl who was about 7 months pregnant today, "someone" is talking to me again, possibly threatening Chris and I's relationship because I am a dumb ass and for some reason beyond my comprehension tend to think this someone beats the socks off everyone else. I still need to hand in the form ( Read more... )

this time last year i was in confluence...this time this year I am sitting in my dorm studying for a final because my school is dumb and likes to keep us in school until mid summer!! All my friends are out and getting summer jobs but I am stuck in this dumb...studying. I got cabin fever and i need out!! Life is good...I have been having a zillion ( Read more... )