I finally did it. I broke up with Chris yesterday. I have cried until there is nothing left and now I am at my parents house. I feel as though a rug has been pulled from underneath me. I thought we would get married and have children and live a lovely little life. nope. back to the dating game ( Read more... )

Ive been gaining a lot of courage. I need to do this for me. not worry about everything else just worry about me for once. its ruining my life. I was so happy for so long I don't know what happened, but it did, and it is terrible.

well the one year of living in my apartment is next week and all I can think of is all the things I haven't done and miss doing since moving here ( Read more... )

just finished a cake for a customer, the first of my new craigslist posting and hopefully the first of many. i have no idea what im doing most of the time but it always seems to work out ( Read more... )

I don't understand how someone can sleep for 10 hours and then go to bed early the following night. really ( Read more... )

I am so tired of being sick. today just a little stomach flu. lately the eczema and apparently my brain is fucked up ( Read more... )

some days I just need someone to talk to. Ali is in europe. Mel never answers phones. all my other friends just aren't all that talkable I suppose. tonight I think I might go to the bar with hamdi then I can talk. I almost talked to chris the other day I came this close ( Read more... )

I have so many lately that it is starting to worry me! I regret telling my mom about my migraine with rainbow vision, I regret not spending more time with my grandfathers that just died, I regret not making more of an effort to stay in touch with friends, I regret destroying many friendships via crush, I regret a lot ( Read more... )

got all my errands done quick so now im making ULTIMATE SMORE CUPCAKES!!!! lol moist chocolate cupcake, marshmallow icing, gram cracker crumbs, drizzled chocolate. yes ( Read more... )

his parents are coming before he gets off work. I get to baby sit. oh and they are going to meet my parents. dhvosfwohfwoihw. whyyyyyyy

cleaned the whole house. its freaking spotless. Why isent it tomorrow yet!?!