well if not today,tomorrow...I wish I wasn't so afraid of being alone

well i am not of baby...sadly I am still with Chris...grrrr. I don't know why I have such a hard time breaking up with people. I think with him at least its just gotten normal to go to his place everyday and hang out. thats just what we do to. we never kiss...never cuddle...just hang out...I'M FED UP! I want a real boy friend god dammit! I am ( Read more... )

well i keep coming close to breaking up with Chris, however i am wayyy to cowardly. I know I would be so bored without with and that sounds selfish and shallow because it is. im trying to hold on to my last hope of him..like i said in the beginning he was perfect..now hmm. I saw iron man with my cousin today it was amazing (i love that song). ( Read more... )

sigh...lately my life has been SO monotonous. wake up, production, food, maybe another class, Chris, bed. the end. even hanging with Chris has gotten boring. we just sit on his bed and he plays computer games while I watch TV. It's so depressing. We shouldn't be this bored yet in our relationship! I know it probably has to do with seeing him ( Read more... )

This weekend was SO much fun. Saturday I got to stay up til 6 in the morning and hang with pretty much all the cool kids at my school lol. Tomorrow my parents and grandparents are coming to look at the apartment I want to rent next year. I am SO excited for next year, it will be amazing. I still don't know how long I want to stay here. Deff ( Read more... )

Well I got everything figured out, so I'm not going to fail production. The downside..I have production for the next 19 days strait...it will be hell but I have to do it. Chris came over for a while..I wanted him to spend the night cause no one is in my room but me tonight but...HE needs to wake up early pshhh lol. oh well, I will be a big girl ( Read more... )

I'm in deep shit...its amazing how much can be determined by a dumb alarm on a cell phone...

In the old days I used to be glad to give my change to a begging homeless person. I mean everyone needs some help sometimes right? It was the good Christian thing to do ( Read more... )

Wow, I forgot I had one of these. I wanted to start a new blog all about my new insights and experiences from college. It has been 45 weeks since I wrote a blog entry so here goes ( Read more... )

Things have gotten much better since my last post. This is the last week of school (thank god) and things are starting to wind down. I had my AP Biology exam today, that was..hard. Then I went to lunch with the girls and met Hattie's boy. Displace me was a lot of fun, except when I ran into that pole..yegh. Prom was good I went with Sylvester ( Read more... )