as of last night the little buggers are finished! Thank god!! Today was long at best. production i was in finishing and then I had my sanitation midterm and my american cultures class. Im so over this school. Drama is starting up...Mainly with the girls across the street but one of my friends got called a slut and its a whole big thing ( Read more... )

crazy week started today off with a bang! Quinisha burnt the pastry cream and chef meg was in one of her moods as usual! after that I tried to start my gum paste flowers only to be hit with a migraine that gave me the spins! I had to lay down for a bit but then I was back in action! got some of my fav fries on south street, that rocked and debated ( Read more... )

erg indeed...new years rocked my socks! bonfire at matts place then dinner with the fam today and ice skating! I really REALLY don't want to go back to philly but not to much longer!!!

so im all hopped up on meds and can't focus on making 128,472,489,724 more tiny centers for my storks bill flowers...therefore I will waste time here. I made a cake today for my nephew b-day, I thought it looked like crap but he knew who the people on it were and loved it! new years is back on? kind of sort of i suppose? I got a pretty dress and ( Read more... )

My family has always been nuts, im used to that. My family has always been dysfunctional, again...used to that. but now everyone just seems to be falling apart. everyone seems to be getting a divorce or just getting sick. Christmas is tomorrow and mel and jesse aren't allowed to come. Since when can you vote people out of a family brunch?? its ( Read more... )

its anyones guess which way this will go..

ugh sometimes when they say history repeats itself they're not kidding! Had a 5th grade dance tonight at school, haha. danced to thriller with danny so life was good. oh not to mention the excess of food (aka reason i went). at least now that im older its easy to dance due to pregaming. Christmas is fast approaching and im siked! I cant wait to ( Read more... )

Ive had so many ups and downs this week. Got fired, got drunk, go worried about some family, found out im going home this weekend. All and all things are going to be OK. I am confident about finishing out the school year with sanity in tact. This weekend will be a lovely little vacation from my hell-tastic school and this god forsaken city.

I got so upset yesterday I had another panic attack. this is the second one Ive had this month...second one ever. Its scary so im gonna try to slow it down and stop freaking! I ended up calling my sister and balling to her on the phone which is weird because not only do I not cry a lot, I don't cry to my sister! She made me feel so much better and ( Read more... )

ITS NOT FAIR I DONT GET IT! argggggg...ok...really why do they get to have fun and i dont