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[fishbowlsoul]

i should've known that i wouldn't hear from you on her birthday.

seems to me that the more you tell me you've changed.. the more i realize you haven't.

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[synergy_poison]

i'm sorry for the disappointment you feel. especially when it's got to do with something this important. i understand how you feel when you mention " the more you change the more i think you haven't". the only way for someone to prove that he or she has change is to show it and if you don't see a change then you're most likely right. i'm sorry for you dear. please don't let that jerk get you down.

[fishbowlsoul]

i try not too but its hard to let go of someone you held dear for so long...especially someone you had a child with

[synergy_poison]

i know it's very hard to let go of someone that you've been through so much with, but it's for your own good. not his or anyones else, just you. you owe yourself that much especially after all that you endured. you deserve to be happy and you deseve someone that will actually care about and your feelings. don't wait up for that person that will come when it's a good time for him. that's just fucked up. i don't need to say how that he's not a good person to because already know that. you know what he's done and what he hasn't done and what he should have done. he doesn't deserve to have a perosn like you in his life and i'm going like a total bitch right now, but he doesn't deserve to have Mia's spirit in his life either. i love you and worry about your happiness. smile.

[gleam]

I wish you'd been right about your hopes for what he was, and I wish he'd been the good person I thought he was.

For what it's worth, though, I didn't forget. You were in my thoughts all day.

[fishbowlsoul]

*hugs* we need to meet up and now that i have a car thats totally possible.

[qbradd]

you and Mia are in my family's prayers. I know this must be a difficult day for you. She is a beautiful little girl.

[fishbowlsoul]

thank you

[_ray_]

It has been to long, old friend... *hugs*

[fishbowlsoul]

*big hugs* indeed

[blamedstarlie]

I wanted to show you this:
http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.crystalviolin.com/images1/squasblm.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.crystalviolin.com/index2.html&h=704&w=517&sz=23&hl=en&start=22&tbnid=UCwixV07tV6ZjM:&tbnh=138&tbnw=101&prev=/images%3Fq%3Dcelebrity%2Bnecklaces%26start%3D20%26ndsp%3D20%26svnum%3D10%26hl%3Den%26lr%3D%26client%3Dfirefox-a%26rls%3Dorg.mozilla:en-US:official%26sa%3DN

It reminded me of you.

[fishbowlsoul]

that is very very pretty!!!