It's all natural and I accept it for it's purpose. I have to be at work in an hour and I'm exhausted, but a band will be playing so my time will be well-spent. I made my great-grandmother smile today after I surprised her with a painting she had asked me for. I knew she wasn't expecting it. That feeling is very rewarding! I love making people ( Read more... )

Well ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been trying to focus more on my school work, but I'm sure I still managed to fail a class or two- but I had fun doing it. I love my friends- my real friends. They don't have one of these things but through our psychological network, they feel my love as I do theirs. I realize I haven't updated since December. A lot has happened!!! ( Read more... )

Tonight-written last night ( Read more... )

SO..... I guess I'm alright. Life isn't too bad- I just wish for once that someone other than he and Tyler can find some kind of beauty or wisdom in me. It's hard right now because I want so much to find that one person that I can call up and eat ice cream in 30 below 0 weather with, the person I can find warmth in and comfort. I want to love ( Read more... )

I'll update later- I just spent 45 minutes writing about my weekend and what's been going on but when I went to update- everything got erased. I'm in my thoughts and I don't know when I'm coming back. Take care and never lose hope. I haven't!!! It was a sign and now I'm crying ( Read more... )

Hey there ( Read more... )

Wow- big difference ( Read more... )

One Way Life ( Read more... )

My eyes are sooo pooooooooofy and tired ( Read more... )