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Good Morning,
I couldn't sleep so i decided to get on the computer and look for some good porn or something.  Instead i found a folder on the mac called "Pictures".  Like a curious dog, i started down that rabbit hole, thinking i need to get back to making a central repository for pictures.
Then i encountered pictures from some of our stand out ( Read more... )

Autism dad success!!! Maddy loves fries. At times they are the only thing she will eat. But they have to be hot or she won't eat them and she eats them slow enough that she rarely eats more than the equivalent of a small fry before they are too cold. Why did she eat almost 3 medium fries?

She hasn't been eating lately, despite being hungry. Even ( Read more... )

Good Morning,

I couldn't sleep so i decided to get on the computer and look for some good porn or something.  Instead i found a folder on the mac called "Pictures".  Like a curious dog, i started down that rabbit hole, thinking i need to get back to making a central repository for pictures.
Then i encountered pictures from some of our stand out ( Read more... )

I'll try and fill this in in more detail later... but essentially i went from having maddy from late afternoon saturday to sunday night to just a couple hours on sunday.

Tracy cancelled on me saturday night, maddy has a cold and she pulled a muscle so she didnt want to go out.  Not really a valid excuse, i offered to pick her up and drop her off ( Read more... )

I cant really post about it now because if i think about it too much i just want to gouge out my soul with a spork.  It was brutal dropping maddy off and having to walk away when i know she didnt want me to go.  If she had the words to say how she felt and understood what was happening....  *sad ( Read more... )

Most of my stuff is out.  And while it kills me to not live with maddy, i dont know what the alternative is.  She decided that living 30 miles away and giving me 6 weeks notice pretty much made any option or comprimise impossible.  I can always fight her in court and force her to pay for daycare and i have custody of her... but that seems kinda ( Read more... )