feeling very homesick.
crushing on someone i know i cant have.
life isn't really as happy as it seems.
once you get tot the point where you are crying,
you know it is time for a long trip home.

i only came back to lj because this is one of the best ways to talk to my lovely kitten and still be "in the know".

she knows who she is.

i love you darling!

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somedays i wish you were dead, that way all the crying would be over with.

everyone has always told me that change is some great thing. i hate change. if things never changed, i would still be happy. if things never changed, i would still have true friends. if things never changed, i wouldn't wander aboout aimlessly wishing my destination was already found. if things never changed, i wouldnt have to feel like this ( Read more... )

this is how sad my life is
i was bored out of my mind
and so i decided
to update a journal
i never use anymore

i hate you