today... mmm... what happened... kristine said stupid stuff to me again! whats new? i had to go to the doc bcuz the hole in my neck (from the heart surgery) opened last night, and it felt like glass was running thru my veins. it hurted! so the doc said " you going to hate me for tell you this, but its all scar tissue from the surgery, and if you ( Read more... )

so today.... mmm yes... went to school for the 4th time this week in tears! seriosuly.. my mother needs a life! and it takes alot for me to cry! ask anyone who really knows me! ahh ( Read more... )

this morning i actually got in the car to go to church class and cryed because my mom has degraged me so badly! what the clogged sink? seriously! all she can ever do is put me down! never " wow chantal, you look nice," or "you did a nice job on your mosaic," its always... " this could have used this or that.." nothing is ever good enough for her! ( Read more... )

this morning i actually got in the car to go to church class and cryed because my mom has degraged me so badly! what the clogged sink? seriously! all she can ever do is put me down! never " wow chantal, you look nice," or "you did a nice job on your mosaic," its always... " this could have used this or that.." nothing is ever good enough for her! ( Read more... )

the day sucked, needed massive hugs! didnt get any, but wished i did! so after school... i went to the mall to talk to DJ about senior ball, only to findout that he has to work, and didnt have the nerve to tell me until today! ahhh! guys suck! so i dont think im going! i quit! im to frusurated over boys who lean too many directions while pulling on ( Read more... )

soooo.. i wked for ever, well not really, but it was fun! i made "white chocolate moouse cake with rassberries and rassberry sauce" for 300 ppl! it was great! dave was proud, i didnt mess up and i cut the cake perfectly! woohoo! i didnt get to pull knives out on anyone today, but maybe next time! the poop face that hurts my feelings wasnt working ( Read more... )

i have things to say to ppl, but because i dont need the drama or fights.... you all have character names! (most of you arent in here, but feel free to find yourself if you are ( Read more... )

amour-- the french invented this but luckily there's no patent on it ( Read more... )

today i had too much time to think on the way to madison and the way back, dont get me wrong i had oodlies of fun, but for some reason, i hate the week! monday sucked, tuesday sucked, wednesday sucked, and this morning sucked! i dont know what it is, but someone always has to bring me down, and today it was someone i thought i knew, and trusted ( Read more... )

today was a day where i felt like telling ppl what i reallt thought! i told that person that i have had a huge crush on him for a long time, and we talked for hours, oh wait we are still talking, he is too cute. my daddy is really sick, he has pneumonia, and cant talk or breathe well, its scary! i dont want to loose my daddy, i love him tons ( Read more... )