hehe today.... picaso and i talked.... i cant even explain how wonderful that was! so i wont! he is way too cute, and has perfect mannors, and butt and all! woohoo! we are going out on a date next week! im too excited! emily and i were really bored at wk! it was slow! we went to perkins and got cheese sticks! mmmm! saw the hot guy named devin, told ( Read more... )

ok so.... picaso.... the girl he asked said no, so.... that leaves me! but i thin k we are both to chicken to talk to eachother! what do i do!?!? ahh! he stalled! he did he really did, i know he wanted to talk to me, and he tryed 3 times, but i think he did the same thing i did where you just kinda freeze! hes too cute! ahh! so i have decide that i ( Read more... )

sorry i havent updated in foev.... but heres the news! brayden is coming home in 3 months now, his bro is coming home in 2, thats sad, but they are coming out here to vist me! the love of thier lives! so.... i dunno is senior ball will happen or not, but i hope it does with "picaso" because hes hott and i really would like to date him, or hug him ( Read more... )

ok so i went through all my clothes and i have nothing now~! seriously, i got rid of all my clothes! i have like 5 outfits if that! its not fair! so my mom is tking me shopping! now that is exciting ( Read more... )

well i guess i did it this time! feel like poo yesterday, then woke up this morning and felt even worse, puked all day, had massive side pains, and a fever of 101. so we called the doc took the last apt, and found out that both of my poor little kidnneys have infections along with a few other organs. can we say pain? serioulsy i feel like i was ( Read more... )

"he's a little wormy..." ~ NICOLE
i hate buckets! and i hate the fact that the door at work was borken open, and it was fippin cold, and now i feel sick! grr~!
i went to cardiologist and pheww...
i got the sweetest email ever from brayden, and i dont think we need to make anymore mention upon that!
i need sleep, and warmth..... out yo!~

"Prayer For Brayden ( Read more... )

so... its here... we are officaly moving. we started to organize the house and take down and pack up things we dont use. we wrote down the almighty list of things to not take with us, and things to fix, etc. my dad will be leaving in 3 weeks ( way sad) and we will be going to look for a house in april, then moving in june! its all going very fast, ( Read more... )

brayden emailed me! wow! i was soo happy! i miss the kid so much! it really made my day. and i needed it after all the other crap that happened. my back kills, but i talked to SB, and we might chill out this weekend. i hope!~ we went to the one act ban. it was fun, lots of gay guys. lets hope after all the abuse nathen had, he wont be able to ( Read more... )

serious vent session ( Read more... )