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what I really came here to say
I need to start giving myself some credit. I set goals, but then I tend to push myself harder and forget to be happy I accomplished something already. So here is a few things I need to be proud of ( Read more... ) -
I forgot this existed.
Ok, not really, but I figured I wouldn't use it anymore. Seeing as I have no idea if any humans even read this I guess it will be a great place to gather some thoughts. I can't believe how many of my years I tended to journal and read others journalings. Yes, I made that word up. I can't believe how awesome it was, long before I was even on myspace ( Read more... ) -
feeling like starting a riottt
lost my voice as a child. never got to speak. always told to be proper be quiet and be meek. never expressed my opinion ( Read more... ) -
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A bombardment of opinions is hardly the time and place for a contribution of varying thoughts even if it was misrepresented as an “open discussion”. Even though I agreed with everyone in this room well into my first year of college I also embarked upon an education that sent me feeling very conflicted against my Christian stand on science ( Read more... ) -
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It's nanowrmo again!! November 1st is the mark of the start of national novel writers month. In the month you write till your little heart can't take it no more WITHOUT editing, spellcheck, revisions in any way- the basic idea is that it's our criticisms that keep us from getting a mass of words- and with quanity the quality will follow. 50,000 ( Read more... ) -
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Homeless doesn't bode well for sobriety. Ugh. I need to disappear for a while. What am I supposed to be? :( fuck.
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new poem.. tell me what you think.
It's a new day, done with rewind and replay ( Read more... ) -
New me
Okay so as most of you know (if anyone even reads this anymore) I quit drinking. I have also been eating a strict diet of pre prepared meals that I make of tuna, salad, small portions of crispex,fruit, nuts, yougart and the occasional m&m . Every single day of this I have endured the most intense heartburn and it's as if my body is fighting this ( Read more... ) -
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I just can't take it anymore. Today was the worst day of my life by far.. or maybe it just feels like it. I just feel like its all been crashing down for a while now and I am just fucking done with everything ( Read more... ) -
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My IPOD is the fucking most horrible peice of shit in the world let me tell you why. See, I am poor.. no i don't have an iphone, no i can't even twitter because i think that shits for people who go online on their phone, while living life.. not at home when they have a minute. My internet doesn't work anymore.. I am trying so hard to switch my ( Read more... )