It has been one year to the day tomorrow. One year ago he fell in the river and passed on. One year ago he fell out of our lives ( Read more... )

Man, if I ever have another night like Saturday night again I think i would move to Moscow. Like, man. I dont even know what to say about it

I have the internet at the house now, so people can actually get in touch with me again.

Cheers

I am feeling better then last night, i just really needed to vent. But i do feel so run down that my head feels like a million tons. I dunno I just feel like everytime i turn around i am disappointing or hurting someone close to me, and i dont mean to it just seems to be that way. Or maybe i am going crazy and taking things just the wrong way... ( Read more... )

If I am pissing you off, would you tell me ( Read more... )

Well by popular demand, here is my warp tour times...well the best of not those boring or not that exciting story times. But for a quick recap for those who don’t care, it was AMAZING. Alrighty so Ryan and Isaac showed up at my house at frigging 8 30, I was still sleep. Anyways I got around had a shower we went to smittys for lunch and i dident ( Read more... )

I would be updating right now, but this weekend has been so boring to the point that i have fully given up on the idea of talking right now. SO...I will update some other time when things are not so boring. Like the boredom feels as if it is physical, some ten pound mound of geletion boredom. So cheers

Well a few things have happened in my life, and I want to update properly just so i can share everything without messing it up or making it comfusing. So here goes...Work is becoming more standable, mind you i still want to get out of there baddly, Lindsay and I are now at the point that we are talking all day long (due to the fact that we work ( Read more... )

I wanted to update, to spill everything out and let everyone understand exactly what i am feeling and how i am dealing with life...but i cant. The thought of attempting to share everything is overwhelming and crushing. I will try again another day but until then i will keep attempting to deal with it myself. I dunno, maybe it really isent a big ( Read more... )

I dont know why i keep doing this to myself. At one point i was smart and blocked it all, but then i unblocked and again i end up feeling like this. Of course i knew i would, i always know i will feel like this after but again and again i do it to myself in some hopes that it will be different this time...ah well so is life i guess

Well lets see, friday was just a normal night of not doing anything, I actually talked with Jenna for awhile. It was a good talk, to be honest i am worried about her but i dont think i can do or say much at this point that will help her. Saturday was fun just meself ryan jess erin nobu and for a very short time one of ryan's buddies. It was fun ( Read more... )