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The events of the past are, indeed the past. There is no way to control it nor stop the waves of time from rushing in. My life has finally found some sort of equalibrium. I feel washed of all that was negative (meaning my father) now and thus... Once I get a new code I shall start another journal. It really isn't worth dwelling on what ( Read more... )

First Jaclyn and now my father. He is gone. I don't know for how long but last night was just kind of the straw that broke the camel's back. He puts my mother through hell and then yells at her for talking to camden and I about it. He is gone... If I hate him so much why do I hurt? Why does part of me feel so rejected again? Now I have no ( Read more... )

That way I can invest all the love I have into god ( Read more... )

Striving for what? For life? For love? For an education? For a life... For happiness? Probably all of the above. Happiness is a key issue here. What would life be without it? Sadness. I am happy. I live a nice life. I may not have a great family but so what? So now, what am I striving for? Perfection? lol I honestly doubt that. No, ( Read more... )

Dearest Jaclyn ( Read more... )

so, yeah.... KAtie and I got kind of into a gight more of her snapping at me and then her leaving sort of thing... anywho... after seeing Jaclyn last night I wrote this ( Read more... )

I am Listening to the Infrapink Cd... It rocks teh house... well it could if maybe it was a little louder.... but mum all ready came in and told me to turn it down.

THE CD ROCKS!!!! WEEE

god, they are all so talented. I really quite fond of revelations.

Anywho, yeah... I'm so bored and not feeling very eloquent... so I'll go!

BYE!--Chris

I have been thinking... and thinking.... and writing.... and thinking ( Read more... )

awfully low ( Read more... )