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[fishylove]

i am still really upset about everything. i have been so depressed lately that i have been just sitting at home on the couch whenever i have time off of work. i dont move and i cant motivate myself to get up and go somewhere or do the things that i need to do. i have been doing as much over time as i possibly can to make sure i have enough money to

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[insepia]

youll make it through this. and as far as weight goes. you're not fat and you're not ugly. it is a secondary to the other things in life that you are concerned with right now. i mean when you put it in order with the other things 2/3lbs really isnt a big deal.

wouldnt that be some shit if we were roommates again? lol. no dog. no cat. no cake throwing or kegs in bathtubs lol.

[insepia]

dude i correct myself 5-8 lbs really isnt a big deal. youve got the type of body where you can carry weight really well. like it distributes in the best of ways. i know it is discouraging and upsetting, but no worries, you're not fat. you are not getting fat. when we lived together dude i was always lke wtf cause you've got huge boobs and nice hips and a flat tummy and im like just not like that. i have no torso and my weight gain is like all in the sparetire/tummy area. its annoying. believe me, this too will pass and it will be fine. :)
love you.

[fishylove]

well i have decided that when i am done at my job i am going to go back to the gym and get back on track. i just want to be healthy and be in shape.

[fishylove]

i loved living with you :)

[ixheartxyou]

i love you & i'm here for you. everything will come together <3

[_kn0ckinboots]

Leanne, you might want to reconsider moving. If you can find the job you want, in a different location, that pays you the money you deserve, why not take it? I really hope this works out for you b/c i know you're a hard worker! PLUS, you should find other ways to relieve your want to eat. Take a walk instead of eating. y'know, little stuff? exercise does help with depression. and you cant look at numbers when youre trying to stay fit. that scale doesnt mean anything. it's how you feel. anyway lady. i really hope you get out of this funk soon and someone hires you but also treats you right! goodluck!

[fishylove]

thank you! i am actually applying for a job in LA that pays more then what my manager makes. i am just so proud of you and what you have done with your life (im also a little jealous haha). but yeah hopefully things will work out. thank you for what you said, it made me feel a lot better :)

[_kn0ckinboots]

awww well i will cross my fingers for you!!! i really hope this works out b/c i know you're a very independent lady and that's a good thing! and dont even be jealous of me. i'm on the fence on whether i want to do this for another 4 years or get out. to be perfectly honest, i want to do what youre doing for a career. but i cant find the time to go to school since i'm always out of the country. we'll see though. anyway, i really wish the best for you. love you lady! be good!