i was just reading through my old entries and the things inside make me hurt inside.

do this please...

http://kevan.org/johari?name=Samantha+Pearle

something in me is highly aggrevated with everything right now.

today im 21 and have the most amazing things planned for this evening with john.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

&thank you for all the birthday wishes on previous entry!

SamanthaListener : Aramaic ( Read more... )

theres always some clown trying to date me/fuck me/be my boyfriend/whatever ( Read more... )

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Im alive.
Im heartbroken.
Im too tired to try anymore at this love game.

ENOUGH ENOUGH
BE AWAY WITH YOU.

In the consciousness of the truth he has perceived, man now sees everywhere only the awfulness or the absurdity of existence and loathing seizes him.
-Friedrich Nietzsche

today is going to be an adventure of phenomenal proportions.
a voyage.
a journey.
a vacation cruise ship.
away from this place and this reality.
not far tho, but better.
more beauty than you can hold in your eyes and see in your hands.

In my mind's eye flying saucers ( Read more... )