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How to: at the Truth
I. Stop Hating Yourself A. You are not the best at anything ( Read more... ) -
an open letter to a closed body
All there is are complaints for this internship-non-job-baby-steps-to-the-real-world thing and you know what, self? Keep taking it: you will be wise; you will learn, and you will transcend your current state of brat. The staff gloss you over not because they scratch track field records of holding vendettas against you and your know nothingness into ( Read more... ) -
BAD ASS SUMMER(RRR), or i'm only 15
1. blog everyday (right)
2. pen joint kafka comic
3. go on internship for vapid fashion mag
4. go to your one summer class
5. jog the oval (begrudgingly) overdue but done!
6. prove them right, crash the car overdue but done!
7. like more kitschy things in an ironic way
8. eat, and keep eating, not eating is for when you're dead
9. see morrissey, see a band ( Read more... ) -
proving myself otherwise (part 1)
I've carved this cyber-hole out for myself and, by Man, I will finally start filling it up again. For self-evaluation, for self-realization, and for the no one who reads this, but for me. Fuck being super vague; here are some more distinct truths:
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why i write so few and far between
I write and write here when sadness consumes me, a mania which is only genuine when the emotional gunk isn't that consciously and directly self-inflicted. I am as stone-faced as I can show it in the throngs of stress, despair and normal-hood, but stuff still finds its way, brews insides of you, sits, ages, and gains legitimacy as a real, albeit ( Read more... ) -
away with you, materialism.
this is proof that, today on christmas night twenty-eleven, though the charlie browniest charlie brown is still several degrees from 'there,' she is 'here' and happy. -
turkey
I may be glaringly late to the Thanksgiving party, but if I wasn't, I wouldn't be Filipino. Anyway:
I'm thankful that the people that occupy my radius are all in one piece, at least physically. And that at least physically means that they'd still have the motor functions to repair their nonphysical damages.
I'm thankful that I'm pushing and being ( Read more... ) -
thoughts about turning 21
or thoughts about always fearing, always detesting succumbing to older age because of your baby face and nonphysical softness:
(it ends now)
BRING IT ON. -
rn
Opportunities keep coming my way and I'm so disinterested in them that it scares me. Then I realize that the only reason I scare myself to a stupor is because of that stupid thing I do, where I live relative to other people (refer to: all blog posts below this one) and I never learn to stop.
So this is me, taking the first step in the opposite ( Read more... ) -
the infinitesimals
the reason we forget so easily is because our lives are made up of incredibly tiny gestures - clumsy, unaristotelian, nothing things - that happen only because warm balls of mass are bound to spiral into each other at the rate at which they grow up too fast. who gets to decide, out of all the times you’ve awkwardly brushed up against strangers, out ( Read more... )