Why is it so hard to show my emotions, or try to describe them, or talk to someone about them when I know exactly how i feel?

i thought i was going to write a real entry now. But no one understands me, so i am not even going to try to let anyone in. No one will ever understand.

( I am realizing something about myself... )

..talk some more

You can't have the apple without the core ( Read more... )

Okay, so this goes out to everyone ( Read more... )

Things just get worse. There is no getting better, for me.

i forgot i need to take nyquil before i fall asleep if i want to go to bed anytime before 2 in the morning. I forgot that you are being selfish. I forgot that you lied to me, when i knew what you were really doing. I forgot that nothing else mattered anymore. I forgot that everyone is always just going to pretend that everything was okay. I forgot ( Read more... )

I am just trying to figure everything out.

...like who i am going to prom with..

******CLARRIFICATION IN BOLD******

Do you ever want something so bad and you know you cant have it because someone else already had it, or still does, or wants it worse than you.. and it hurts so bad to not have it.. because of one.. or two or three other person(s). (have you ever just wanted something, be it a hoodie, or a car, or to be on a team ( Read more... )

if i was in such a good mood today then why am i crying right now?

i didnt go to school today...i drove myself at...10, and then i decided that..hah, i didnt want to go.. so I drove right around the rotary and went home ( Read more... )