I honestly haven't used this in foreverr. Call me crazy but it's nice having something to "talk" to that won't judge you or give you advice you don't wanna hear. Things have been really rough lately and I don't know if there are any solutions to the problems, no matter what anyone tells me. Thank god for music. I don't know what I'd do without it

(X) been drunk ( Read more... )

( ) been drunk
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(X) ridden in a taxi
(X) been in love
(X) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) snuck out
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(X) lied to a friend
(X) ( Read more... )

So i'll admit I haven't been completely honest lately. If you asked what was wrong and i said, "nothing" i was lying. But I'm only human. I guess my biggest problem is that I'm sick of being the "little sister" in her shadow. I don't want to completely throw myself out there because I'm not like that. But I feel like if I don't, I'll remain ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like breaking down ( Read more... )

( Boom Boom, I want you in my room. )

What what?! Shaynerz is on livejournal at school! Haha so we have about 20 more minutes of computers and then I have science. sucks. I was supposed to study during lunch! But then they had to screw up the schedules... oh well. So today is valentine's day. I didn't know people freaked out over it till I came here. I mean.. it's ridiculous! ( Read more... )

3rd period = most amazing time of my day

There will come a time in my life when i don't screw up every opportunity I'm given. It's just been so difficult lately. I don't know what my problem is, or how to fix it. I'm so frustrated. My parents on the other hand, couldn't be happier. They are so amazed at how I've turned out. They are proud of me for all the things I've attempted, ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a mucho long time. i guess there's nothing *new* to talk about. Life is the same as it always been, as are the worries. I don't wanna sit here and type "My day was good. school sucks. I hate blah blah blah" cause no one wants to read that or comment on stupid stuff like that. and i just can't really think of anything to say. ( Read more... )