"Where are my friends tonight whos looking out for me, i dont mind drinking by myself...i just dont wanna be alone again" - Smoke or Fire

Home for the holidays

Still no job which is driving me absolutly insane. Hot girl moved too which sucks. Im getting so sick of not having a job i might go apply at the car wash up the street. Pissed the land lady off unintentionally, i went to tell her our shower is broken and nick didnt tell her i was living there so she flipped a lid. No AC sucks big time. I dont even ( Read more... )

So i made it to buffalo in less than two days, phenominal time if i might say so myself. The apartment is pretty cool. i had to throw out jasons old computer desk because it lost a couple key screws in the move. Oh well i went to wall mart and bought a new one. So far we have moved everything in but i havent put it all away. Took the uhaul back, ( Read more... )

so im already applying for jobs in new york...wierd and a bit scary. I mean everyday i wake up and just hate living in this house but i know soon as i put that u-haul in drive im going to miss this place more than anything. Its going to be tough parting from some really good close friends here. You guys know who you are and just so you know you ( Read more... )

Fucking A i hate being ill. So yesterday i wake up and am incredibly soar all over, regardless i go to work because of the time and a half on easter. I was scheduled to work from 7-3 but i left at 11 do to the condition of my health. so i go home and lay around all day and i take my temperature and it went from 99.3 to 100.06 then back down to 87.5 ( Read more... )

I just bought a laptop. Its a dell 515 mb of memory 60 gig hard drive 15 inch screen. After taxes and all it came to 686. I bought it because when i move im not going to have a computer anymore so im going to need one and since i have the money and financial security i better buy it now. So i still need to purchase a car when i move but i still got ( Read more... )

So i got into to Niagara University and im going to go. I dont have any like actualy plans yet but i want to move sometime in june. that is all

I dont even want this. I just want to be able to say im over it, i can move on...and mean it.

You ever feel so god damn alone?

Ok so i drove on the freeway for the first time on my motorcycle yesterday and im glad to say im still alive. Stayed at heather and ellens dorm room lastnight and that was fun. Despite some toothpaste differences and disappearing sleeeping bags that is. Well so i had my phone in my pant leg pocket when i was leaving asu and when i stopped to get ( Read more... )