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[fitzy4669]

Im now home from NY. i hung out with nick a lot, we shot pool often. Got trashed with dave, nick, and coleman, broke my phone. Go figure vomit brakes a phone.I didnt go to darien lake like i wanted but i went to put-put twice, played euchre often basically hung out.saw some people, including justin, ,maria, and adam.Wish i would have seen more

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[brightstarz3]

Yea so Im glad you had such a "pretty good" time. I feel bad and guilty that you were dissapointed that I had a boyfriend this time, But i did tell you before you came. I mean i am sorry, but Ed is a great guy and I wasnt going to pass up an opurtunity to this option in my life. You can't put your life on hold, you have to live in the moment. Im guessing you just wanted to be like things were last time. But that was a different situation, a different time.

Saying that you dont like Ed, hurts me as well. I mean he did nothing be respect you, i mean he could have been as ass, after all your staying at his gf's house. Maybe you liked him as a person, but didnt the situation i dont know.

I am pretty hurt by this. I mean im sorry i guess you has a shitty time. I had fun and i thought you did too. You have to remember I live here and i cant hit the stop button on my life. But this is your journal so i guess props for writting how you really feel.

Sorry
Linny

[fitzy4669]

I know i realize you cant just stop your life and break up with ed and i didnt expect you too and thats why i understand. I dont dislike ed its just because of the situation, you could call it jealously if you would. I loved spending time with you regardless of the fact you have ed. it strenghtend our friendship. so i didnt have a shitty time i just wish it could ave been like last time, but i realize it couldnt and so be it. you have nothing to feel guilty about, you did nothing wrong. ohh by the way somehow your ataris shirt got into my luggage and now its at my house, ill have to send it back.