Thor made me mad. What's the point of having romance in a movie if it's gonna end like..oh hey..no lovin' for you!! argh. I don't know how the comic goes..but I hope it involves thor and jane getting on the same realm. I mean I realize I'm probably just sensitive to that aspect but I don't care. It made me un-like the movie ( Read more... )

I'm not happy. This is really coming to the surface of realization recently. This may not seem like a big deal to the average person..but in the before time..I was incredibly happy. Even before any relationship or anything, I was always just a really happy person. People always commented how I was always smiling and now..well now I just sit and ( Read more... )

Everyday. A memory floats to the surface. I go look at pictures to try to make the pain go away. To no avail. No one will ever match up to him. No one. He was perfect.

I love him so much ( Read more... )

i carry your heart with me
(i carry it in my heart)
i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
...i fear no fate
(for you are my fate, my sweet)
i want no world
(for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant ( Read more... )

Feeling good. thoughts are straightening out ( Read more... )

On Saturday night Danny, Julie, and I conquered a whole half sheet of pizza. I was glorious. That whole night was fun. I need to do that more often. Danny was saying he would come here with Julie. That would fun but I have no idea what we'd do. plus they'd have to hotel it up.

Dad is getting us pizza. I was craving itt.

Hanging in there.
sigh.

feel so alone.

Lately when I'm alone I've had to distract myself or I fall in to something like a depression. I think about life and my current situation and I don't feel happy. I just don't understand why. There are so many things going well in my life but I can't help but feel so unbelievably weighted down by sadness. This is not me. I know that. I am a happy ( Read more... )

I pay no mind to the negative kind
Cause that’s just no way to be
I don’t stop to please someone else’s needs
Gonna live my life for me