God this fucking hurts

The hardest thing in the world is looking in your phone contacts and realizing you have no one to call when you need them.

Im falling apart, I need help

Ive spent most of today with a dumb-struck look on my face and a marlboro in my hand... this wasnt supposed to happen anymore, not after Becky. I thought i was smarter and stronger than i was then, guess not. Its not that Im mad, just realy let down, both in you and myself. And now, three packs later, I still dont know where I went wrong, if I even ( Read more... )

So Im not sure how things are going anymore. I wold love to tell everyone that Im doing great, but I can't. I hate wanting to be left alone but thats what I want nowa days. I hate being an asshole to my family, I feel like im 12 when I bitch them out for trying to talk to me, but if I'm home, i don't want to talk. Im sick of being so fucking emo ( Read more... )

first post in over 3 months amd all i have is a question...

why am i not important to you anymore?

im gonna try really hard to be optimistic... ok ( Read more... )

I wish things would stay consistant.... even if they stay bad all the time, it will still be better than this god damn rollercoaster ( Read more... )

As it gets colder, i get more and more pissed off ( Read more... )

well emily made me this thing like, two weeks ago, but i havn't been able to think of what to put in here, but i finaly have somethings to write about ( Read more... )