yea
thaattssss meeeeeeeee.
i havent felt this empty in a while.
ow

ive lost it
and im freaking out
literally
freaking out
my mind is insane
and i cant fall asleep
because i freak myself out.
guidaaannceeee.

im sitting in the phoenix airport waiting for my plane to board ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt alone. When love looks at you and laughs. When life strolls by thinking 'sucks for him.' When you sit back and realize that you have been gone so long that those who once loved you and your presence now have forgotten you. Loneliness sits next to you and says hes there for you. You go from seemingly having it all to being alone ( Read more... )

anxiously awaiting december 8th.
then finals will be completely fin.
and the day after that
IM COMING TO SIMI VALLEY!
and will be there until december 18th.
and it will be so good
and im so excited.
yesssssssssssss!

last night was one of the happiest times ive had in a long time. 
nothing special or specific. 
i just felt so happy and so good. 
it was ( Read more... )

i cant help the things that i do or why i do them and i cant tell you why im insane or what makes me this way. i cant stop crying and i want to do it so bad. he just freaked out and left because i am stupid. and because i dont like myself. and because i really am the biggest piece of shit known to man. i hate myself for doing what i do and i dont ( Read more... )

since ive written in this thing.
well im going to school at the university of louisiana at lafayette [ull]
and i love it.
i love being away from home living on my own.
i love having my best friends so close to me.
i love the freedom i have
i love being able to be meits fantastic ( Read more... )

college is alright.i get wasted too often. i work six days a week. i have a handfull of people i can actually talk to and confide in here. i really dont like prince. i love my mica. going to colorado in january--snowboarding. my wisdom teeth are gone for good =0]. katrina has seriously, fucked shit up. i crave a sense of norm and i fear that it ( Read more... )

i hear the music.

sweet sweet covington, louisiana.

when i walk outside with my sunglasses on, they steam up.
god bless humidity!
and my new laptop.
my puppies are adorable--except when they chew your sandals.
yea, theyre no rajah. but theyre my girls all the same.
i really hope youre doing fantastic, and everything is holding up well.
i wish for ( Read more... )

May 17th 2005 = day sarah graduated ( Read more... )