but of course, people won't pour till they start bleeding. i am bleeding right now. i tried so hard for myself, for us, but what for? i leave you with an excerpt from the past. i wrote it for no one special but it means so much to me right now ( Read more... )

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somewhere i have never travelled, gladly beyond
any experience, your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near..

ever been stuck in somewhere different?
allured by that one unfamiliar smell that keeps haunting you everywhere you go.
help me out, my mystérieux

i had so many plans for myself last year. 'to complete' was my resolution into becoming a better person but thinking back, i don't think i am any different from the previous years. i still think the same way and believe in the same things. but atleast this year, i find myself procrastinating less, i am more serious in the things i do which is good ( Read more... )

hello darlings. tomorrow i'll be going for my first practical with the new driving instructor (i kept having to pay for unused circuits to the previous one so i finally decided to get a replacement!) i hope things go well this time, promised myself to apply for leave early so i don't have to miss my TP again. i need to get a car, pronto. but first ( Read more... )

can't believe i'm awake at this hour. at eight hundred freakin hours. i'm usually not a morning person but lately i've been having trouble staying asleep. the longest i've gone was seven hours and once the sun starts showing up, i just can't go back to sleep. afiq's been in camp alot, he talks regimental stuffs to me that sound like psychobabbles ( Read more... )

so it's not sid and nancy, john and yoko, kurt and courtney or mickey and minnie for that matter.. we decided to be bowie and bjork! despite the two having absolutely nothing sexual to do with each other. well we could've been jonsi and bjork but nobody would notice the difference (and plus he's gay!). kick-ass party, good music, sick dj, yummy ( Read more... )