im so fucking sick of trying with these people...and all these slick surfaces dont help either

i hate those days when you just make endless stupid mistakes, i cant seem to find a steady hold on anything these days. im too busy missing you. college better get easier soon, i dont have the patience for this.

so this morning i learned about my first class as a college student. im now scared shitless ( Read more... )

yea so tonight was so much fun, we took hastings out to have shady chinese, and the fortune cookies were beyond amazing. then we went to his dorm which was really interesting, like seeing the beasts inner lair. oh and smith was there and i just made a fool of myself, im kinda embarassed, i forgot how much i liked him. damn ( Read more... )

i love love love ben kweller, i ache and im tired but so ecstatic

i often fear that my youth has been wasted but then i find myself in a wal-mart parking-lot making chicken salad on the back of my car at midnight, and i realize i am not in possession of a wasted youth, my youth is just eccentric and oddly sober...

and honestly, who can pessimistic in the splendor of a boy named ben?

i will never ever ever return to hell on earth...aka trussville, alabama: crazy shit happens there. however our journey there allowed me to continually fall in love with james mcavoy, which lets face it, never gets tiring (even if people around you are sobbing hysterics). honestly, saddest movie of my life, i only recovered by watching stardust ( Read more... )

yeah so i broke my computer cause im kinda dumb, but then jessica huynh came along and saved me and my ivo. i lurve her so hard.

yeah so my macs name is ivo, it means little archer in the deutsch, he is the companion of wulfric, my ipod (his name means the king of wolves).

its been a while, its hard to find moments between my nephew, niece, sister-in-law and the stubborn internet connection at my mothers house...i do not miss the peace that followed their departure, i much rather have the kids running and crying in the background. the house feels so empty without them, thus my return to my papas.

im seriously ( Read more... )

today marks the 231st anniversary of the americans claiming their independence from mother britain
(however i dont feel i can celebrate properly because i really do prefer the brits...just call me benedict arnold). 
Whos ready for sparklers and potato salad with a side of ribs (and a pinch of conflict)?