i'm not quite sure what to do with myself at the moment. I want to just submerge myself in to my studies, but i'm so distracted with everything else i can't concentrate... but that's the whole reason i want to do nothing but study.

so i went to bed last night at 11:30 because i had a migraine... i ended up laying awake till 5am because my head hurt so bad then i finally got up and drove to the store to get painkillers... so at least now i have some in the house for next time. I didn't get to sleep till 7:30 and had class at 9, but i didn't end up going until 10:30. I hate ( Read more... )

We played in Philly this weekend. again. Philly is always good but i feel like we will soon wearout our welcome there considering we play there more than buffalo ( Read more... )

It's over. It's all over. the worst part is, i have this feeling that Kerry's plan is that if he concedes now everyone's going to think "wow, what a big man, not like Gore dragging in on forever..." and then they'll rememeber that next election year when he runs again ( Read more... )

Last night i went to the Richomnd party. It was a good time. Better than I had expected. I dressed as Daphne from the Myth of Apollo and Daphne... but it was easier to just say i was a tree. I was happy to see people all dressed up... and not scadelous too! Not htat that's bad, but lately at theme parties it seems like every theme has to be ( Read more... )

so yesterday foster and I practiced for 3 1/2 hours. It was amazing. we only got one song, but it was super productive. I am becoming super excited about this band. I think we should be described as chamber crust. The cello pick-up works really well... and ethan said i can probably use his old bass amp since he's planning on getting a new one ( Read more... )

Yesterday was nice. I had lunch with dan. we finally decided to have a weekly monday lunch date which is good because i really enjoy our conversations. My Milton class was cancelled, so i went home to work on my play. I got 12 pages written. I skipped the rest of my classes, got coffee with biff... also always wonderful. Then Biff, Corill, ( Read more... )

this weekend was amazing. it made me enjoy life again. for a few brief days i was reminded that there are things in the future to be excited for and that the present isn't so bad. All of the shows went really well. Got to see so many amazing people that i love and haven't seen in years. And had an amazing $6 "milk" shake from Gianna's. Good ( Read more... )

lately has been one of those times where one thinks to his or her self... how could it get worse... and then... it does. over, and over, and over. i just want things to go away and be okay again. I tried talking to a certian person about some of his problems and i think it went well, but i'm afraid that he isn't really going to take to heart ( Read more... )

we were driving home from a nearly perfect weekend of camping on the beach and forest bonfires, all commenting on how much we did not want to return to buffalo... and he said that we didn't need to go back, "we can just keep driving west, it's up to you..." and i came back... I came back to finish up a year of school even though i can't force ( Read more... )