So sometimes I think things are getting better...then all of a sudden it seems they are not. I'm tired of feeling like everything is up in the air. One way or another I just want answers ( Read more... )

stay the fuck out of my way.

I don't know how to describe how much Christmas sucked. The only good parts were seeing Fiona so happy and hanging out with my brother. They are the only two people that matter anymore. I'm tired of putting all my effort into things that just aren't meant to be and in the end i end up feeling rejected, alone, and a little less human then i was ( Read more... )

So I was thinking about going to get tattooed today but my arms are sore as fuck from working out so I don't know if I will or not. Getting attooed for 3 hours with muscle soreness is not my idea of fun ( Read more... )

Today I am utterly exhausted...it's equal parts mental and physical. All the events of this past couple weeks have drained me emotionally. I guess I'm starting to come to grips with the fact that I really don't matter to anyone anymore. My only real friend is gone for a year and a half, and the ones I care for the most see me as a major ( Read more... )

This week has sucked a bag of dicks.......i don't even wanna go into it.

FUCKSHITASS

This weekend was pretty fun.....The hatebreed show was tons of fun. It was so nice to got o a real hardcore show without all the whiny artsy emo shit. I like the crimescene more every time I see them. Full Blown Chaos was great, although there were like 3 fights during their set. I got caught up in one of them and got punched in the face. I ( Read more... )

Last night i read something quite profound on someone elses journal. It struck half of me as being painfully accurate, but the other half of me really hopes it's not true ( Read more... )

LISTEN

TO

BLACK

SABBATH

"a band was playing in my head and i felt like getting high...i was thinking about what a friend had said, i was hoping it was a lie ( Read more... )