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hi i was here
woke up today and had this overwhelming feeling of missing the hubs cos he had already left the house for his baking lesson and wouldn't be home til in the evening.
it was such a s t r a n g e feeling... so much so that it almost made me anxious but i felt better after divulging how i felt to the hubs. i suppose the waking up alone struck me ( Read more... ) -
#fact
i love this journal so much but a part of me always gets cold feet returning here because it holds so many memories.
and for someone like me, it's so easy to get lost in the past and dwell in it longer than i should.
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fever dream
'here, take a photo of me.'
she passed him her phone and proceeded to stand (back facing him) against the beautiful wide green field, beyond it was the lushest green forest she'd ever laid her eyes on, wispy trees with long thin branches that reached for the grey skies above.
she was too lost in thought when all of a sudden he came up from behind ( Read more... ) -
embrace you.
she used to be so broken, worse than a record. the way her mind would replay all her faults, her flaws, her doubts. like a haunting drone of self-pity, she would wallow in it. she hid the darkest bruises so well, covered them up with forced smiles, people pleasing and her yes-man attitude. oh but isn't that what would make me a good girl? she would ( Read more... ) -
life rambles
it's a gloomy day today but not so gloomy that it gets you down.
the rain is falling like light snow on a winter's day, the clouds hanging heavy from the sky, grey as they come.
life's been good to me lately. of course i'm afraid i'll jinx it by letting it out into the universe but hey, maybe i might attract more good if i did right? # ( Read more... ) -
when i go to a dark place, i fall deep.
you've cursed me with an everlasting fever ( Read more... ) -
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his eyes full of depth and confusion ( Read more... ) -
letters to lost lovrs. (groverlovr)
i grew up so much. i think i did alot of growing up from the start to finish of us. clearly, i was so young, insecure, lost, immature. hell, i don't blame you for thinking twice or wanting more out of me. i think i'd be frustrated with my teenage self. i've always thought of you as my first love. the one that got away. and i think it's important to ( Read more... ) -
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shovel in hand ( Read more... )
