yeah so i havent updated in forever...yesterday was 7 months ^.^ and once again my luck went retarted on me...but w.e to long of a story...well alot has happened since the peircing...lets just say i had a really bad episode that im not going to say on here cuz i dont want ppl being like ooo your just saying that so people will feel bad for you when ( Read more... )

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man i am so bored there is absoutly nothing to do! i sit here all day and burn my eyes to crisp cuz i sit and stare at this fucking computer screen all day...i dont have any homework so thats not even an option...and now im waiting for nick to call me back cuz he went to pick up his little sister...im slowly getting over the tyra thing...i mean ( Read more... )

well since the last time i wrote i think i said i was breaking up with nick...well that wasnt how it ended me and him are still together but...i did cut...and bad i might post the picture of the razor that i did it with on here...but probably not...last night i went to eat with nicks family...it was awesome i got to spend so much time with nick and ( Read more... )

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nick finally told me that him and tyra had sex...you know im happy he told me the truth...but it hurts so bad...i didnt think it would honestly hurt this much...and now since i keep haveing visions and seeing them haveing sex he says that he wont have sex with me anymore if it bothers me that much...i dont want that but if he thinks thats the best ( Read more... )