I'm sick of people's shit...So you know what don't bother calling me. Don't even try. You will get the "She is busy" or I will just not pick up my phone. Fuck off I don't want to deal with anybody. Just leave me to myself and I will be fine. This applies to anyone of my "friends" Just fuck off and leave me alone for a while ok. Not like anybody ( Read more... )

NO... YOU WILL NOT GO..... SO DONT EVEN BE THINKING ABOUT THAT SHIT!

This week has been horrible to me. I keep thinking of things that I pretty much put to the back of my mind and haven't thought about in a long time. Why now....why? Why at my most stressful time must I think of such things. It's not fair...It's not fair that I am in so much pain over this. I keep telling myself to stop, but things just fuck up even ( Read more... )

Woke up a little bit after 3 this morning. I was so cold and my stomach sank into a black hole again. I got this over whelming feeling throughtout my body and I began to tear up. I did that for a while before i finally calmed myself down and got myself back to sleep. Then...I woke up around 5:30 feeling the same so I decided to take a shower to ( Read more... )

Make me pretty...
Make me prettier in your eyes...
That's what you want...
That's what I'll try to be...

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My life is so stressful right now. There's so much shit going on. I'm freaking out in tears right now. And what sucks most is I have no one...no one to go see or talk to. No one to hold me and tell me everything will be okay. I wish I could see my boyfriend. I realyl do. Oh how I want him to hold me and kiss me on my forehead and tell me he loves ( Read more... )

Out....Of....Everything....I Miss....

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>>>>>>Oh Shit I Left Ma Fuckin' Cell Phone At Work. Them Cleaning mothafuckers better not take that shit. After all they got steal money from people's drawers.<<<<<<

I got to see Nick again!!! YAY! I was so happy. He looks liek a hippie!!!!! :) Mophead. Haha. So Dave and "Green Bird" are coming up tommorow to sell their KMFDM tickets. SO I WILL CALL YOU ALL WHO WANT THEM! WE WE PERSONALLY BRING THEM TO YOUR FRONT DOOR...OR SIDE...OR BACK...W/E WE COULD ACCESSS YOUR HOUSE ( Read more... )

Hey anybody want to come to Gothicfest with me on Sept. 17th In Villa Park, IL. If so let me know!

IT'S FUCKING HANZEL UND GRETYL PLAYING YO!