I'm feeling kind of down today.  The sorority is stressing me out.  I'm not sure what part of I will do this for the rest of my life people forget after initiation.  I realized the other day that Theta Phi is the only life long commitment I have ever made, and it feels really good to have that security in something ( Read more... )

I’m sorry for neglecting you for so long.  I will not deny that I am fair weather regarding you, and like other times that I have written it was because I really need to this time ( Read more... )

Its me now ( Read more... )

I notice that as soon as Matt and I were dating I stopped posting, and now that we are broken up... I am posting again ( Read more... )

Today is the last day of my sumer break...I'm scared for school to start a little.  I need a 4.0 this semester.

I have had a hard couple of days.  Duke energy is trying to bill me 1300 for a meter mix up issue.  I'm not sure what to do about it.  Courtney's dad is going to look into it, he is a lawyer, but its like... why does this shit have to ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while.  I'm not sure when the last time was, or what I wrote, but it just seems like it is time ( Read more... )

I have a lot on my mind ( Read more... )

i'm crying right now.  I have been sitting here for about fifteen minutes and they have just been slowly pouring out between sighs and pauses for thought.  I never sit by myself and cry and write anymore because it makes me feel insane and out of control.  I guess I just run from that sort of thing.....   My neighbor from upstairs was joking with ( Read more... )

went running today for the first tme in almost a week.. didn't go so well but it will get better ( Read more... )

Uhh, the past couple of days have been so much fun, and this morning I was dreaming that I was crying and screaming ( Read more... )