I hate it when I compare myself to others as inferior. Theres something always lacking, needing to be reformed, recrafted. Regenerated. So many words for the same thing, the plead to bellow something more better through others thats not in me ( Read more... )

I can't believe I lost my way to this place again ( Read more... )

So, I have a job interview next tuesday at 1:30pm for barnes and noble. Can any give me some tips on how to survive it?

I'm begging and I'm taking all the help I can get.

I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW AT BARNES AND NOBLE!!! Adn where the hell are all these advertisement adds coming from??? Anyway, I GOT A JOB INTERVIEW AT BARNES AND NOBLE!!!

I can't believe my day has resulted to a new entry on this thing. I have a second journal on my computer for my eye's only, so I've been making entries there rather than to lay everything out in the open. Last weekend, my mom took off so I went to spend the weekend at Jaimie's house which was so fun. Got to hang out with alot of cool people. Almost ( Read more... )

Been purposely avoiding my updates cause I know a majority of these people will not care. I'm on my own for the weekend (sorta). I'm at Jaimie's house now... have no idea what we can do but even now as I type this I'm enjoying myself. SO much to say so little words to use. Makes me wish my thoughts could project in to the screen so I can rest my ( Read more... )

Put all of your music on shuffle and then for each category put the name of the song that plays next. Don't cheat. It's cool ( Read more... )

1.) Where were you when the ball dropped for 2006 ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, I knew what I wanted. It was bleeding with blindness and its seams were placed mending all the pieces together. Until the vilian submerged and the patches were broken...and I was here. I'm trying to hang on to this loose wheel of time, because no matter how much I know what I want to do and what I need to do, I can't grasp on to ( Read more... )

I've been stairing at the empty space on the entry page in my head for weeks and it bothered me at the same time I was passive of its existance that I had not updated nor cared to write a single word here anymore. I see how some people do it now...look over this thing and not care how you feel without, but it bothered me more that I hadnt been ( Read more... )