I was sitting on my doorstep ( Read more... )

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one more day! i cant wait!

AHHHHHHH FUCKING DAMMIT!

i want what i had.
i dont want to feel this way anymore.
why must i keep dreaming?

WHAT THE FUCK!?
now this isnt fair. i cant keep doing this to myself. i cant keep putting myself through this. i know things will be fine later but right now, at this moment, all im feeling are tears that are running wildly down my cheek. why do shitty things have to happen to me?

my nose starts burning and my eyes weld up with tears ( Read more... )

ok, so, i think its time.
god this hurts so bad.
i dont know if ive ever felt pain like this before.
im weak but i know ill live through this.
i may never be the same again though.

goodnight

wednesday seems way too far from now.
i cant wait. i just need to get away from here.
everything is killing me.
i wish there were a way.
but im beginning to think there never was and never will be.
and that thought is killing every last bit of sanity.

i used to think that i was worth something ( Read more... )