I hate flying hate it hate it hate it. I'm soo anxious right now I couldn't sleep if I wanted toooooo sigh And I have noone to talk to ( Read more... )

Dear Fading Images in my mind ( Read more... )

So after last nights emotional backlash I woke up at 3 this afternoon ( Read more... )

Today was pretty good. Me and Chris took mom out to eat at Sweet Tomatoes and then we took her to see the back up plan! She absolutely loved it! We also got her a balloon that sings U r my sunshine. Some cupcakes, a gift card to barnes and noble, and an orchid! lol We totally spoiled mom today it was fun ( Read more... )

I don't have much to write. I'm on skype yet again talkin to Jarrod. Its nice to have someone to talk to late at night. He is obsessed with playing Iron man 2 hahaha. I am still freakin reading the mermaids ransom I need to be done with it already! lol ( Read more... )

I was in my house in cali and Dixie came to visit. We were in the kitchen and she was sitting in a chair by the sink eating cookies facing away from me. I was trying to pick up the kitchen. We were arguing and being really mean to each other. She was telling me I was worthless and I wasn't going to do anything with my life and that I was destinyed ( Read more... )

I went to the BGC Christopher yesterday! To see my kids and Cece. Had an amazing time!!! I miss my kids ( Read more... )

Not much going on today finally woke up at 11:30 today! Hung out with my bro, trying to get dad to buy use a 42 in TV ( Read more... )

Dear my cute little hawaiian strawed mug ( Read more... )

Thats exactly how I felt today when I got 4 text messages from you know who. I took me all day to feel normal. I am definately not ready to talk to him. I don't know when I will be to be honest ( Read more... )