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Ok so my previous journal entry will be excused as mire angry, confusion, and being fed up ( Read more... )

I am a strong woman. I've been through so much. Then how can one person, one guy, bring everything I've ever been through to the for front of my existence now and make it all crumble to pieces? How is it my baracades my stability my ableness to be human and live come falling down on me? Why is it I am letting him do this so galantly so nonchalently

I can't stand impassive people. Dixie was like that. She kept telling me I was horrible person that Id amount to nothing that I was nothing...It went on and on. Now whenever someone has that tone. you know that one where its like I don't care I'm just stating this whatever happens happens if it hurts you I'm sorry but I'm glad it does ( Read more... )

This is my last post for awhile. I've deleted my myspace and facebook. I don't plan on talking to anyone unless its steph.

If two ppl want a relationship theyll find a way to make it work.

I'm going to make this work...even if he doesn't want me in the end.

This isn't over...It can't be..

This is the most movement I've had today. It hurts to move and breathe. Its 4:19 pm. I've been in bed since my brother found me last night. I don't know what to do. I don't even feel like typing. I'm so crippled by my actions and about last night. I feel like an infant ( Read more... )

I think I 'm being forced to explain something I can't even explain myself. And I'm happy about that....WTF...I've been doing this thing in all my relationships that I've been able to get away with till now. Its kinda nice that I finally got caught. Its making me face my stupidness. My unfatefulness. haha I cant make it through a relation with out ( Read more... )