What is the right way to be in a relationship? Its odd. I like figuring things out but I'm stumped on this. Is there a right way ( Read more... )

So after a long deliberation on whether or not to move back to Florida for happiness or because I miss it. I've decided its for both lol I leave Oct. 1. Mat will be flying out here to drive with me hehe. I'm super excited and super sad. Excited because me and mat will be in the same state to see our relationship flourish. Sad because I am leaving ( Read more... )

Temporarily that is...I feel relieved and scared at the same time. I'm going to be paying for everything now. Which kinda makes me excited! Rent, Car Insurance, Health Insurance? maybe, gas foood! And other stuff....I'm nervous....I still have bills I need to pay....I'm just afraid I'm not going to be able to hack it. I wish I could just go with it ( Read more... )

I don't want my pink and blue hair anymore...it was fun while it lasted and now I want it gone...I don't have ne money right now....so I have to wait till next weekend...and I don't have nemoney to get gas....CRAP!!!!! I forgot about that lalala I miss mat!

The Decisions swirling around my head are driving me nutz. Nathan just gave me an ultimatium. I'm unhappy. I feel childish and stupid. Fuck...why does this have to be soo hard ( Read more... )

Did I do something to piss off the gods or whatever may rule the world. I just feel like I haven't done anything with my life yet others are graduating, studying abroad, getting engaged or married, having kids, being in plays, having a life. And I'm stuck out here in Cali. Don't get me wrong its awesome. I get to spend time with my bro and get to ( Read more... )

I need a job where I don't feel like I'm under total scrutany. Where I dont feel so discriminated against b/c I'm QUIET!! So what if I'm quiet and have an adversion to talking to ppl I don't know. I'm sorry doe that really affect my work? No apparently not b/c I haven't been talk to about. I still have a job or at least I did till the main office ( Read more... )

So my lap top is broken woohoo....I have to save up now to get a new one ( Read more... )

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I've been sick my whole spring break! This fucking sucks! I haven't done anything except hang with my bro which isn't bad its quite fun. lol I didn't have to go to this boring training at work today cuz I felt like crap and my boss was like stay home. yeee ( Read more... )