I lick the back of my teeth to slice open the tip of my tongue. I have carved fine points by grinding my teeth in my sleep. I think of them as my marks of struggle like a torture scar they'll use to identify my body when no other means is possible. My canines are so worn from stress my dentist seeks to counsel me in his version of the therapist's ( Read more... )

At about 4:00am this morning I woke up because my I couldn't breathe and my cramps were killing me. I filled the humidifier and turned on the heating pad. I woke my bf up out of his office chair and put him to bed. As we lay there talking about how we were now both too awake too sleep we felt the bed wobble. He says, "Is that you?" I have a habit ( Read more... )

Last night I saw an excellent show at the IMC featuring L'Orchidee D'Hawaii and Kimya Dawson ( Read more... )

If we can never be sure what is or is not real then maybe we're all delusional with the same terrible mental illness that causes us to hallucinate the same shit everyday. Maybe all the "crazy" people are really sane and see the world for what it really is only we're too fucked up to realize it. Why does the majority get to decide what is real and ( Read more... )

http://youtube.com/watch?v=pa5jkyVmWfY
This is for all those smug scientisty types.

 I'm having an identity crisis! Ok, so I go through this every few years especially when I am dating/fucking mostly guys but now my lesbian cousin is getting married! I know it sounds stupid but I am uber jealous. I wanted to have a lesbian wedding. I wanted to show everyone that love comes in all forms. I wanted to smack my conservative relatives ( Read more... )

Are you looking to adopt or purchase a dog? Well there are a few things you need to know about dogs, breeders, canine psychology and the realities of owning a dog before you watlz right out and do so.

Realities:
-Dogs are expensive! They require good food, annual vet visits, shots, heartworm and flea medication. Some breeds also require extensive ( Read more... )

You s
tumped me again
last nite as
you so ungracefully
stole my heart again
as you have so many
nites-
you the enigma
you the unknight
you the coward
the elitest bitch-proud
i woke up with
your eyes smiling
the smell of you
still on the pillow
i share
now
with someone else

help me stop
my peter pan ways
and return from
never never(real)land
or never really loved land
to ( Read more... )

 On Saturday I got to go to the Wolf Park in Battleground, IN for the first time. I have dreamed of going here for years and have never been able to. Unfortunately the weather decided to be extremely frigid, rainy and windy. This did not dampen my spirits but it did deter us from staying for the 7:30pm Howl Night. I plan to go back for that and the ( Read more... )

I like flirting with the shy, nerdy guys because I like the obvious power I have over them. I'm sure that sounds egotistical and ruthless to some but I suspect they don't mind. In the end we both get our egos stroked by interesting and attractive people. Well I guess the other day I went a little too far or just happened to pick the wrong guy to ( Read more... )