Someone from one of my past lives died. Murder or suicide. No one knows for sure right now. I don't think I need to know either way. I know he died, and I know he was found hanged. What else do I need to know ( Read more... )

WooHoo! My doctor just took me back off of the pill. The pill has it upsides, but none good enough to make up for the constant period, hating my body, and a complete lack of sexual nature. To say I've lost my sex drive is more than an understatement; I feel like someone has reached inside my body and taken away everything that makes me a normal ( Read more... )

I really wish my emotions reflected my intellect. I hate that even though I KNOW the four extra pounds on the scale this morning, and my currently too-small pants, are due to water weight, it totally ruins my day. I hate that four pounds of water has that much control over me. I hate that I can't just go, "damn, that's a lot of water weight!" and ( Read more... )

Sometimes therapy feels unbearably painful, but days when I see a more positive or empowered version of myself shine through, I know it's worth it. I had one of those moments today ( Read more... )

Saturday night I went out with Justin, Dave and Rachel to Tao in Las Vegas. I wore a short dress. A really freaking awesome one. And I'm pretty sure I rocked it. I have never worn anything like that out before, and while I felt really insecure at first, the reactions I got were anything but disapproving. By the end of the night, I felt beautiful ( Read more... )

You know what I want for Christmas this year ( Read more... )

I finally decided where to go for my birthday...

We're going to spend a couple of days in Seattle, then a couple of days hiking and touring the Olympic Peninsula and Olympic National Forest. I am SO EXCITED!!!

We are going to have a blast!!

As most American's did, I spent a lot of time yesterday thinking about what I have to be thankful for ( Read more... )

I seem to have a very, very big problem with speaking into microphones. BIG. PROBLEM. Panic attack size problem. Nearly hyperventilating at a bar because my team puts me on the Karaoke list in an attempt to help me through the phobia sized problem ( Read more... )

“Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.” ~Buddha