so someone decided to post on my LJ and say "fuck you too" in response to a previous post i had made. i have the suspicion it was posted by my ex (lucinda) and she thought the post was directed at her. it wasnt. it was about someone who i ended up gettin played by. just thought i should clear that up, if that was in fact lucinda posting ( Read more... )

im fucking drunk.
i hate peop[le right now and i just wanna be alone.
i especially hate a particular girl.
i hate being alone,
i hate a lot of things.
i wish i could be in love again.
fuck you BITCH

Felix Tapley ( Read more... )

so my last entry was over 2 months ago, and it was me desperately trying to hang on to someone/something that im learning to live without. yes im still learning to, its quite hard to get over someone you fall in love with, takes a lot of time. but im trying to jump on the bandwagen, plenty of more fish in the sea and all that, and i believe that ( Read more... )

i am SO NOT EVEN CLOSE to being over lucinda

i still love her even though i think she hates me.

we promised each other wouldnt do this shit. we promised each other we wouldnt go out hating each other just to mkae it easier on us, because we both knew how much we love each other.

fuck man.... make it stop, i just want us to be us again....

well.... im trying as best i can. i hope she still loves me. it seems like everything i do ends up hurting her, like the tiniest things. im not trying to but they just DO. so im gonna try to not do them anymore. now that im not so confused about the whole thing i think we can be ok. i'd like to try anyway.

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions. Any 3. I have to answer them honestly. if you dont have an account for lj, you can ask me them in person.

not goin to school today. just dont feel like it. too depressed ( Read more... )

FUCK LIFE

BYE

an ending is the worst when it ends with "i love you" and "i love you too"

shes leaving me for south dakota.