Decided to post something happy on here for a change haha.  It's been a good Summer so far, me and Dan have been to Bulgaria which was amazing.  Now we're lazing about at my house for a bit before we go back to his and then France.  I love Dan.  He is really amazing, so much better than I deserve and I feel so lucky to have met him <3. 

I love how I always try to there for people & help them however I can when they need it, then when all I ask for in return is someone to talk to everyone fucks off.  Can't be bothered with this anymore ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I've been given Prozac.  Can't decide whether to take it or not.

Sometimes I wish I could not be me.  I just want to run away to somewhere no one knows me, so I can start all over again

So... the Dr has given me some online CBT to do, and made me fill in a self-assessment (which I think was ridiculously vague, but oh well) and will see me again next week ( Read more... )

I miss being younger, when life was so much more simple =(
Old music & talking to my oldest friend brings back bittersweet memories.

If you're not sure if you can do something, don't promise me that you will do it ( Read more... )

I've always been independent.  I've never minded being on my own.  But nw I'm stuck in this rank little house on my own ALL THE TIME it's really not helping me at all.  I've been gradually feeling more and more down and weird for over a year now, and being stuck with no one to talk to it's just so much worse.  Even when good things happen I don't ( Read more... )

I keep feeling really alone, so I go out or invite people round, only to realise that lonliness is so much more painful when you're surrounded by people....

My life is such a bloody cliche!

I have never been so tempted to just give everything up.
If I didn't know how shit QEP treated full-time staff I would have already rung uni by now.  What is even the point in any of this effort??