Those nights when you don't want to go to sleep because you have the dreadful feeling your dreams are going to be painful; I hate those.

It's been a while since I really wrote a semi-serious paper, being in CoSci classes at ARC and all. The recent discussion I had about learning disabilities piqued my interest, so in writing the research paper for my business communications class (sigh), for the heck of it I estimated the speed at which I researched and wrote a paper with minimal ( Read more... )

I don't know why I came here. I don't even have the energy to stand, much less explain the torment that is this week ( Read more... )

I don't want to go to sleep, because that means I'll just have to wake up, which means I will once again realize I'm not dreaming the chaos that is my life, which is in itself depressing, and makes me want to go back to sleep, but I don't, because of the aforementioned ( Read more... )

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I'm seriously tired of not being able to let go of my past. Stupid frakking OCD personality ( Read more... )

It's crazy how much more complicated life has gotten since I graduated.

Besides being in danger of losing the house I've lived in my whole life, being unable to find a decent job, dealing with a load of new emotional baggage, and accepting a hell of a lot of change in my life, things have been going well... Still, I thought it would be simpler to ( Read more... )

Transferring learning disability accommodations from ARC to CRC has so far proven to be a complete pain in the ass. The classes I'm taking are quite simple so far, but are faithfully serving their purpose (units). I'm sure they'll grow more challenging soon, but hopefully by then I'll be set up to deal with them ( Read more... )

Hehe, not that far off...


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"'Wen considered the nature of time and understood that the universe is, instant by instant, re-created anew. Therefore, he understood, there is, in truth, no Past, only a memory of the Past. Blink your eyes, and the world you see next did not exist when you closed them. Therefore, he said, the only appropriate state of mind is surprise. The only ( Read more... )