my heart hurts.

About 3 weeks ago I got a call from some vacuum company, asking me if they could do a quick survey with me about allergies and asthma. Normally, I probably would have hung up on them before they even finished the sentence, but for some reason i thought  "meh, what the hell", and happily agreed to the survey. I was on the phone with him for maybe ( Read more... )

I woke up to four new flowers that had blossomed on my hibisbus tree this morning. A thing of beauty, man.


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That was hands down the most beautiful sunset I have ever laid eyes on, and I couldn't even get a picture.

I haven't updated in ages, mostly due in part to a lack of motivation. A lot has happened since the last time I wrote, and I don't even know where to begin. For starters, I'm moving back to Peterborough. Ottawa is just not for me. I've been getting sign after sign after sign that I am just NOT meant to be here. It has been a wonderful learning ( Read more... )

I've decided that I really don't know what to take of 2006 just yet. I ( Read more... )

 
*      There's a sparkle in your hazel eyes for me         *
     *   and it reflects back in my blue for you...      *

Jon is absolutely amazing. I am so head over heels in love, it's ridiculous.

"I don't get many things
right the first time
in fact, I am told that a lot
now I know all the wrong turns -
the stumbles and falls brought me here

and where was I before the day
that I first saw your lovely face
now I see it everyday
and I know

that I am, I ( Read more... )

lately I've been feeling
like I don't belong
like the ground is not mine to walk upon

and I sat watching a flower
as it was withering
I was embarrased by it's honesty
so I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
not this fucking wreck
that's taken it's place

i will be pure
like snow
like gold

( .this.is.what.love.looks.like. )