So last week was the first full week of weather deviations at work.
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Just sitting out here in the front yard while Ant is working hard at fixing sprinklers and for the first time saw a hummingbird feeding on flowers from our black sage plant. I wish I wasn't so noise sensitive. I basically hit the ground anytime I hear them chirping nearby like aliens lol. The bird then flew to the oak tree directly in front of ( Read more... )

So with all this shit being kicked up in the area with our resident bully... it just never ends. He's still a douche bag and acting stupid. Management has already spoken with him several times. They're nothing but empty threats that result in little to no adverse action. So he keeps acting up. Fucking unreal... last Thursday I heard when ( Read more... )

This is the first Monday night that I don't have a splitting headache. A headache so bad I was fearful I might die (seriously). That may be because last Friday the 13th (of all days), I certified completely at LA center. I know there are going to be bad and stressful days but at least I'm not worried about losing my job!! This is a huge weight ( Read more... )

Feeling like shit... I'm still fucking training after a hundred years. People are getting signed off left and right. I know I'm competent. Why the fucking hell am I STILL training. I'm so sad and not motivated at all. I don't know if I have the strength to continue. So disappointed.

OMG..... I'm so fucking tired. All the fucking time. It's been really bad the last two weeks. I'm so annoyed not sure what to do but try to get to bed earlier. However, I wake up a lot during the night and sometimes have a hard time falling asleep. Freaking A!! I don't want to be here............

I feel totally like Peter from the movie office space. Everyday that I'm here at work it's the worst day of my life. Obviously that isn't true. I'm still healthy and alive but I really do feel this way. As he said in the movie... I wish i could just go to work like everyone else and be happy but I can't. Or at least make the most of it. Half ( Read more... )

I miss my facebook account, lol. How lame is that? Oi vay... it's come to this. Fucking asshole hackers. Get a REAL job.

Some fucking asshole hacked my facebook account through my email. I hate people. I've never had this happen... EVAR. It feels weird. I feel like a chump. Sigh. :(

Do you ever look back on old entries... and think, "Wow, I sound like a crack pot."? Hindsight is 20/20 and while I might have felt certain ways about certain things... I'm still just amazed. I don't think I've come far emotionally or spiritually compared to 5 years ago that's the thing. I think I just hide it a tad better and thankfully don't ( Read more... )