haven't updated in about 2 years. no one ever checks this EVER. but it's a good way to let things out ( Read more... )

so i completely forgot about this thing. completely. i read my past entries, like from a year ago, and it's SO weird to see how much you've changed. in just 365 days. after reading it i was such a different person. first of all, i'm a bitch. an unhappy depressed bitch. i've learned that i've been so much more easy going. i mean, i don't even ( Read more... )

sooo i know i haven't written in a long ass time, but i just wanted to thank everyone who came last night for my birthday. it was such a freaking surprise, i still can't get over the fact that this was planned and i had no clue. props to you. it really made me realize how many people care about me and love me, and it just boosted up my self esteem ( Read more... )

wow. tomorrow it's december. wow. tomorrow is dress rehearsal for the show. futfracker is in a week and 2 days (as pointed out by conk a lonk chonkie chow) holy mother. time just flies by don't it. i like it but i don't. things just seem to be passing by without me acknowledging it. dance is starting to seem pointless and i'm really just getting ( Read more... )

so, things have been aight. i mean i'm in the stage where i feel like i'm losing all of my friends, or i'm just isolating myself from, just about everything. i don't know i just drifted from a lot of people since summer/recently. spent some quality time with the fam yesterday, you know, since it was thanksgiving and all. holy man, i'm definitely ( Read more... )

oh my. oh my my my. this weekend is already LADF? next next week is already the dance show?! yes, of course i'm excited for LADF. and sure, i guess you can say we are somewhat prepared. but are we good enough? meh. for cometition? i am highly dubious about that. i'm so excited for the convention though, haven't been to one in so long. i miss ( Read more... )

4 more days until the audition at great america. (yes, i'm going. thank you, God ( Read more... )

man, after holly's talk about being healthy and stuff, the more and more i realize that i really am unhealthy and that i need to eat more actual food instead of all this fast food artificial shit. i'm definitely going to die at the age of like, 40. and i definitely ate all of my halloween candy in a week ( Read more... )

i feel very very unhealthy ( Read more... )

pretty good day today actumally. besides the fact that kyle/booch was absent so i was sort of a loner. booch...i hope you don't die :) it's been a long time since i've laughed so hard until my face hurt and cramped up. i'm actually beginning to get really excited for the futcracker/futty fut. and really excited to be an elf even if it will kill me ( Read more... )