is rambling O.oeska_rinaJuly 27 2005, 21:00:28 UTC
*hugs*
First of all, do not blame yourself. Ever. It's often a mix between family, friends and ones friends (or people one know...) which results in, well, unhappiness. So, don't blame yourself anything.
You say it's yourself who choose to life the way you do, but are you sure? If it is, how can it be you're not doing some of the things you do want to do? I know, that I, personally, often is splitted between what I want to do and what my family want me to. If this is the case for you too (it doens't have to be your family), try to do what you want.
And try to figure out why you're unhappy. Are you lonely? Then try to contact your friends - or people you think you can be friends with - and do something with them. *smile*
Life, death, purgatory, afterlife, what?dem0nsd0ntdreamAugust 4 2005, 06:52:48 UTC
I wish Surrender was on released album. I have trouble trying to figure out which album to add it to when I play an album. It seems to fit with Sound Asleep or Evanescence EP but...
I wouldn't really make a move on my ex-gf sister. That would be beyond even me. That would really be evil.
Sorry I don't really know what to say. I'm alone a lot, and there are reasons there are so many reasons. I'm bitter, angry and resentful and I miss certain people but I dont think self-pity is me. I hate myself as I always do. Its beyond self pity.
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First of all, do not blame yourself. Ever. It's often a mix between family, friends and ones friends (or people one know...) which results in, well, unhappiness. So, don't blame yourself anything.
You say it's yourself who choose to life the way you do, but are you sure? If it is, how can it be you're not doing some of the things you do want to do? I know, that I, personally, often is splitted between what I want to do and what my family want me to. If this is the case for you too (it doens't have to be your family), try to do what you want.
And try to figure out why you're unhappy. Are you lonely? Then try to contact your friends - or people you think you can be friends with - and do something with them. *smile*
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No, I don't think I'm lonely. I don't understand why I would be lonely.
Even if I don't think I'm lonely, I'll try and socialise just for my sake.
Thanks, for everything and your brutal honesty. *hugs*
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I wouldn't really make a move on my ex-gf sister. That would be beyond even me. That would really be evil.
Sorry I don't really know what to say. I'm alone a lot, and there are reasons there are so many reasons. I'm bitter, angry and resentful and I miss certain people but I dont think self-pity is me. I hate myself as I always do. Its beyond self pity.
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